Now that Tails has spoken with you about your mission, the state of the world, and the threat you're facing, you're free to settle in to life here. While the warehouse isn't exactly the most thrilling place to set up a base, it's clean and well-maintained (despite the only one here being a kid fox?) and Tails encourages you to make it your own as best you can. You're going to be here for awhile, after all. This world needs to be saved, and you're the ones to do it.
The warehouse is thankfully quite large, so there's plenty of space. Aside from the ground floor containing Tails' workshop, there's a room for Tails, Knuckles, and Sonic, as well as your rooms. There's a large bathroom and several nice showers - this time with actual hot water! Though it may not be fancy, it's certainly acceptable accommodations for your time here. Exploring further through the warehouse reveals that there's an upper floor, with several other rooms that have already been furnished for varying purposes; after all, it seems your friendly neighborhood talking animals have been living here for quite a bit themselves.
But outside the walls of the warehouse are where things get particularly dismal. Though life goes on in the city of Chicago, it's without any sort of passion or thought at all. The humans go about their day-to-day lives in monotony, acting as though nothing is wrong or out of the ordinary. They don't acknowledge you, even if you try to talk to them. They don't recognize you as weird, even if you aren't human (or a talking animal). They simply move about, drone-like, heedless of the robots that patrol the streets.
Eggman's robots are high-tech, white chrome and smooth; these are almost a work of art as they are technology. They all come equipped with laser beams regardless of the shape or size of them, and they all seem to be set on keeping an eye on the people. There are robots watching everywhere. You can't turn a street corner without seeing one or two, and they follow pre-determined surveillance paths as they watch over the humans.
Lingering in the distance, you can see a massive robot that takes up the horizon. That seems to be Eggman's base of operations, at least as far as Tails has been able to determine. Though it poses no threat to you right now, it's a looming reminder of what awaits you.
Welcome to Eggman's utopia.
THE BASE
Though he's apologized for the base not being particularly lively, Tails has promised you the freedom to make the place your own. He's even directed you to a "crafts room" if you'd like to decorate! This art studio is surprisingly robust for something put together in an abandoned, worn-down warehouse on the outskirts of the city. You'll find plenty of markers in every color you can think of, sketchbooks and paper and papercrafts, string and glue and everything you could need for your second grade arts and crafts project. Though it may all be a little kiddy, it's here for you to do with as you wish.
The crafts room isn't the only odd one on the upper floors, you'll also find a gymnasium. It's more of a home gym than anything else, with only a couple of beat-up old treadmills, a few exercise bikes, and some weight lifting stations, as well as plenty of weights. It's not exactly the best room in the base, but it's here if you'd like to make use of it.
Next door is an open room with several soft mats - an open room for sparring and training. This one doesn't really have much in it, but you're welcome to make use of it however you'd like.
And next to that is the requisite first aid room! This one is well-stocked and even has a few cots in case of more serious injuries. You'll find plenty of first aid kits, painkillers, and other various medical supplies, though nothing that will allow you to perform home surgery or anything of the sort. Hopefully you don't need to do that, though?
Finally, the last large room is one that a lot of love and care has been put into - an entertainment room! There's a large screen TV mounted on the wall, with many couches and plush chairs. You'll find that you've access to any and all modern day media you could find on a TV, from streaming services (who is paying for these, anyway?) and knock-off YouTube, to your favorite anime and even Twitch. It seems that our three allies have quite the varied interests, given their search history and "previously watched" shows and movies. There's enough seating in here for everyone, so why not have a movie night?
Oh, and you'll find the kitchen on the ground floor behind Tails' workshop is suitable for all your needs - it's not particularly well-furnished, as your pals here aren't exactly master chefs, but you're always welcome to talk to Tails about obtaining something more for the kitchen or any room in the warehouse.
All of the items you had on you at your canon point can be found in one of the storerooms as well. This includes weapons, though anything magical will unfortunately not work properly. Please ask me about anything gamebreaking!
THE CITY
Chicago itself is exactly what you'd expect of a typical American city. Well, apart from the robots patrolling and the lifeless people going about their days endlessly, that is. Anything you'd want to find in a city, you can find here! But be mindful - those robots can and will notice you, unlike the people. Most robots will engage in combat on sight, as you're someone unfamiliar and could possibly pose a threat, but some will try to flee - you probably don't want them getting away and reporting sightings of an unfamiliar person!
While the city may have undergone some major changes in its population, the infrastructure is about what you'd expect. The people clean and maintain everything just as they always have, leaving it to almost seem as though everything's fine... were it not for the construction. Unlike most construction sites, these are clearly being maintained and built by the robots - there are buildings that have been completely taken over by Eggman's white chrome finish, leaving to odd sights of mish-mashed buildings and structures that are half-advanced technology, half-old school building materials. Though it may look like a normal city at first glance, it would seem that Eggman is quite literally transforming everything into his very image. You'll even find a statue in a local park that has been replaced with an Eggman statue.
Sadly, it seems as though the people are not the only ones trapped under Eggman's thumb. Animals - be they pets or wild ones - also go about their usual business, with absolutely none of their usual livelihood. You won't see many people playing at the dog park, just passing through taking their dog on a needed walk and returning home. Squirrels and birds likewise carry on as if nothing is wrong, even if they're perched on something that is clearly Eggman's technology rather than a proper tree. Which yes, means that even some of the trees are being taken over by Eggman's chroma, transforming the very living world around you as well.
Though businesses are still running as usual, the people aren't exactly in any state of mind to notice if you steal something from them - as long as you're careful about it, anyway. While security cameras and the like may still exist, it doesn't seem like anyone's checking them. In fact, it seems like no one's committing crimes either, as the city is remarkably peaceful at all times of the day or night.
SHARDS
You may feel as though you have more control of your powers this week... or you may not. Regardless, things are still prone to going haywire, which could pose a problem if you get into a fight with a robot. Tails has asked you very nicely not to hurt any of the people, so maybe lead the robots somewhere that won't risk causing injury? Or don't, I'm not your mom.
Starting this week, you may attempt to use your shards together with someone you have a strong relationship with, good or bad. Once this has been used for the first time, a page will be opened to explain the mechanic. Regardless, that's going to take even more work than mastering your own power... so perhaps fighting those robots isn't a bad idea after all.
And you do want to fight those robots - Tails has warned you that the robots are searching for the rebels' base. You don't want to let a robot escape to bring information about you and possibly the base back to Eggman, do you? Should you let a robot escape, let me know.
TAILS' TASKS
For those of you willing to help - or if you're just particularly bored - Tails will offer some tasks for you all to help around the base. He can always use help with organizing and gathering supplies, keeping the base clean and in good condition, or even keeping track of the security cameras and communications networks. He'll gladly teach anyone who would like to learn technology as well!
For more specific tasks, this week he will grant you a small, rectangular box with an antennae on top. It's kind of cutesy, but it has a radar function built in and it is tracking some kind of signature. Tails says that it's tracking the Chaos Emeralds, and that some sort of Chaos Energy was detected not too far from the city about a week ago, when Knuckles vanished.
Your mission - should you choose to accept it - is to see if you can find this Chaos Energy reading and determine the direction it's coming from. You are to go in pairs, but you are not to try to track the readings to the source, just determine where they're located and what direction they lead to. Of course, nothing's stopping you from going off on a wild adventure if you really want to...
ENEMIES
This week's enemies are Badniks, Eggman's robots. Specifically, you'll find yourself facing the Badnik Surveillance Unit, the Badnik Drones, and the Badnik Transformer Model B33.
Badnik Surveillance Units are primarily made for reconnaissance. They can be found flying overhead, observing the people go about their lives and following scheduled flight paths and patterns to ensure every inch of the city is being observed. Well, mostly. You can find some back alleys and hidden spots here and there, and these Badniks usually won't go into buildings or out into the woods. They will immediately try to flee upon spotting you. They're easy to take down, though a bit more durable than one would expect, given Eggman's designs. If cornered, they are capable of shooting a simple laser beam that will hurt and possibly leave a burn.
Badnik Drones are the most common combat robot you will find. Small chrome white orbs with red eyes, they are capable of scanning and detecting abnormalities. They are not quite as common as the Badnik Surveillance Units, but you'll still spot several of them floating through the city at any given point in time. Unlike the Badnik Surveillance Units, these come ready for combat. They can fire lasers as well as shoot small homing missiles. The homing missiles thankfully aren't very fast and can be outrun or otherwise blocked, but they pack a punch if they do hit! These robots will stand their ground and fight if they spot you, but they will call for backup - if you aren't fast enough, you'll find yourself facing many of them!
The Badnik Transformer Model B33, more affectionately called Buzz Bombers by Tails and friends, is... well, it looks like a bee. A hornet, rather, as that stinger is actually a precision laser that moves fast. These robots typically look like Badnik Drones, but are capable of shifting and uncoiling themselves to become the B33 units. They are fast, they hit hard, and they are relentless, pursuing you nonstop until they've been destroyed. They will not call for backup, which is possibly the only saving grace about fighting them. Unfortunately, it's impossible to tell if a Badnik is a Drone or a B33 until you're actually in combat - and by then it may be(e) too late.
I was simply expecting the first part, thank you? I simply wanted to forget our rampant troubles for a bit, and certainly succeeded after the fourth glass, at least. And then came another, and another...I think another...?
[... ... ...]
The last thing I remember is talking about something utterly insipid with Yeager. I believe I shared some sort of story from back at the base at one of our military balls...?
[Dorothy is trying to not sweat because she has context for. Something? From Vakama??? That she isn't sure if he was joking about or not and she is very pointedly looking away. Yeager, please tell her you have more context than where Dorothy's memory last left off--]
[AND WHAT OF IT! HE COULD STILL DRINK! GRUMBLE GRUMBLE! One day he'll put the pieces together that Yeager did it because he cares and he'll die.
Anyway, does he believe this story, hmm... Dorothy seems trustworthy with her explanation, but things still don't add up.]
That doesn't sound so bad ta me. Not ta warrant ya callin' it "undignified". But after that many drinks ya probably looked undignified tryin' ta get back to yer room.
[vakama gave her context about something she didn't even register and she is CONFUSED okay, IS SHE GETTING PUNKED??? DID YOU GO AND SN*GGLE HER???]
Well--I didn't have to walk. [Huff!] Could you imagine someone seven drinks in who rarely gets to have non-scavenged alcohol trying to walk back in three inch heels?
[so yeah, she's. she's totally not the one who had to walk back, uh--]
Well, we're going to be relying on you, so please do so. At least wait until I'm out of the room before getting completely inebriated...
But we would appreciate it if you could do this for us, I'm sure.
[But Dorothy's brows knit as she tries to put two and two together, because it's not adding up on her end either. It was clearly still before sunset when they actually got back, surely they couldn't have actually gone on that long without Vakama coming back in. And given what Vakama...told her...
...
Uhhhhhh--]
...But hold a moment. Did Vakama lie to me, then, about you and I being asleep together...?
[Raven, he KNOWS you can lie better than that???? But at least Dorothy rolls with it. Good. Okay. Maybe we can finally end this stupid conversation and he can forget it happened, that sounds great—
Oh.
Oh no.
He kind of can't help the expression of "REALLY, DOROTHY?? I THOUGHT WE WERE COOL???" that crosses his face, but like. Okay. This is happening.]
Well.
[Well...!]
...No, he didn't.
[Look at Vakama, is there any way he'd lie to Dorothy about that? Hell no, Yeager's the untrustworthy one between the two of them, so there's no point in lying. He is VERY POINTEDLY not looking at Raven.]
But uh, Dorothy looks to Yeager at that with confusion at first--mostly wondering how, before Raven speaks up and Dorothy's face goes a deep shade of red--]
We are absolutely not 'into' one another, you blithering oaf?!
[DOROTHY HATES THIS. DOROTHY HATES IT HERE, HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU TWO DO THIS TO HER???]
Anyway, Yeager finally loses the battle and buries his face in a hand. He's not going to bring it up, but damn. Damn!!! There is exactly one woman he is into, you know!!!]
Rest assured you are completely mistaken, regardless of how misleading miss Dorothy's reaction is.
[Ah yes...the chaos he has caused... Raven shouldn't be feeling as much satisfaction as he is but listen. It's what these two deserve for causing him so much psychic damage.]
Believe me, I'm just as surprised as you are. I didn't see this comin' fer miles but what else am I supposed ta take away from everything I've been seein' and hearin'?
I'm willin' ta listen, though. What's the full story then, Yeager? I'm guessin' you remember what happened.
My reaction is misleading?! What, a woman can't be embarrassed about circumstances she doesn't know about without it coming off like she wants to wed someone, is that it?! Perish the thought that I may have a modicum of decorum left in me to be mortified!
[FUCK YOU, YEAGER??? Honestly were it not for the laws of this land her hand would be wringing your neck again, sir--
Raven, you're absolutely getting a bit of a Look too, but god you're not helping--]
Whatever you're thinking, Sir Raven, I can humbly assure you that you are wrong.
[Yeager just gives Dorothy an exasperated look before returning his attention to Raven.]
I do, ja. Miss Dorothy has been having some... difficulties, and I offered to listen. I'm sure neither of you want to hear the exact details from me, but the end result was that she preferred not to be left alone and asked me to stay. So that's what I did.
That really is all there is to it.
[Maybe he shouldn't bring it up, but this is better than dealing with Dorothy dying of embarrassment and Raven being a pain about it for the next... however long it'll amuse him. It's not the full story, but it's enough.]
Oh, that's--Dorothy starts to laugh, and there's nothing behind it.]
Ah. So I got absolutely pathetic at you...I see. I can't say I'm surprised.
[Oh, Dorothy does not like that, but it seems more directed inward than anything. Dorothy hates weakness, she thought she killed that lonely girl that was inside her because she doesn't need anyone. She never has, she never would again. That's what she promised herself so long ago, when she pursued the path that she did.
This place has poisoned her stupid, useless brain enough. She should feel betrayed, and she does to an extent, but it's not in the way one would expect. No, the only thing she betrayed was herself, because she's--]
Well. Do allow me to apologize for that then, Yeager. I'll ensure it never happens again.
[Dorothy puts herself back into rigid enough order, looking at Raven.]
No need. I trust that you understand why we're asking this of you, then?
[...Maybe it was a mistake to say it. She isn't even angry at them anymore. He has a damn good idea of where she's directing that anger now, anyway.]
And you hardly need to apologize either, miss Dorothy. It was truly no trouble.
[His hand finds his cravat anyway, and it takes a considerable amount of effort to remove it; his gaze remains fixed on her, because he isn't going to acknowledge what that gesture means.]
[This is getting very awkward, very fast. It's like a hornet's nest has been kicked one too many times. He only has himself to blame for it getting so out of control.]
I know this ain't my place since I wasn't there, but... There isn't anything wrong with reachin' out fer help the way ya did, Dorothy.
[You're such a hypocrite. He internally mocks himself after he says it.]
I'll try ta make sure we don't go overboard when it's our turn, yeah. Let's make it a good time ta make up fer this.
[...Why are they trying to make her feel better about this?
Dorothy looks between the both of them for a moment--in a look that's likely familiar to Yeager, but unfamiliar to Raven; that same caged look in her eyes that implies she feels trapped. Trapped by expectancies, uncertainty, a lack of any sort of trust that makes her feel like she's under a microscope. Why is she like this, why can't she just be fucking normal--]
...Neither of you have to do this. Why are you both suddenly being so...nice?
[She doesn't need anyone. She doesn't fucking need anyone. She needs to complete this stupid mission and make sure these stupid idiots make it out alive. But despite it all, the question comes out delicate and wary and--
Dorothy shakes her head vigorously. She's going to latch onto that second set of words like a lifeline, forcing herself to ease a touch.]
--Thank you, Raven. It will be appreciated, I assure you.
[There isn't an easy answer to her question that doesn't involve saying far more than he wants to. She's already seen him behave strangely, but she doesn't know any of the reasons behind it and he really doesn't want to get into them at all, much less with Raven in the room. There isn't an easy answer for this, and the last thing he wants to do is push her further away when she's actually trying now.
It's better than it was. She's doing better than she was last week.
Maybe I just want you to kill me, like you almost let me do to you. So I don't have to consider anything anymore, so maybe I can stop having this stupid hope that things will get better.
He doesn't like the answer he comes to, but it's the only one he has.]
Because I'd rather not see you hurt yourself any more than you already have, miss Dorothy.
I was... in a particularly bad place and someone offered me something to hold on to, for just a little longer.
I want to pay that forward, I think.
[Again, he doesn't look at Raven. It's more than he wanted to admit and he can feel the urge to just leave rising, but she's trying. So he'll try too. Just this once.]
[Raven doesn't know as much as Dorothy and Yeager do in this situation, so part of him feels like he shouldn't be here, hearing all of this.
...but another part of him is moved when Yeager says what he does. That actually meant something to him? Yeager might not look at him when he says it, but Raven smiles in his direction regardless.]
As fer me, Dorothy... [He shrugs at her.] I know we don't get along all the time, but that doesn't mean I wanna see ya beat yerself up like that. S'all there is to it.
[Sometimes, the jackasses are capable of not being jackasses. They've been through way more than they usually let people see. For Dorothy's sake, though...eh, she can have a peek on Raven's end.]
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Dorothy, whaddya think the point of gettin' drunk is apart from forgettin' yer troubles and doin' stupid shit?
Anyway, I'll consider it...if ya tell me about the stupidity ya got up to the first time.
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[... ... ...]
The last thing I remember is talking about something utterly insipid with Yeager. I believe I shared some sort of story from back at the base at one of our military balls...?
[Dorothy is trying to not sweat because she has context for. Something? From Vakama??? That she isn't sure if he was joking about or not and she is very pointedly looking away. Yeager, please tell her you have more context than where Dorothy's memory last left off--]
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not that he's going to say it, because that might imply he cares about raven which would be a fate worse than death tbh. so like. moving on!!!]
Ja, that's right - we mostly just swapped stories, nothing particularly interesting.
[wh. what is that look for, dorothy. you said you don't remember anything else??? please tell him you don't remember anything else—]
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Anyway, does he believe this story, hmm... Dorothy seems trustworthy with her explanation, but things still don't add up.]
That doesn't sound so bad ta me. Not ta warrant ya callin' it "undignified". But after that many drinks ya probably looked undignified tryin' ta get back to yer room.
[Is that what it's about?]
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Well--I didn't have to walk. [Huff!] Could you imagine someone seven drinks in who rarely gets to have non-scavenged alcohol trying to walk back in three inch heels?
[so yeah, she's. she's totally not the one who had to walk back, uh--]
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also NEVER?????? that was ALL your fault dorothy!!!!!!!!!!!
and now we're talking about the walk of shame at ungodly o'clock in the morning?????? what has he done to deserve this.]
So it was a backwards way of calling me undignified, I suppose...
[rip in rest]
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Ohhhhhh.]
Huh, I seem ta recall a night that you didn't come back, Yeager. You guys musta been up drinkin' 'til dawn. I'm impressed.
[Damn, that's like Raven levels of sad.]
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[Once again, Dorothy takes her mission seriously. Clearly. D-Don't read too much into it, it's not like she likes you or anything--
...
Of course, the implications of that are uh. Definitely. Not lost on Dorothy, who pales a bit.]
...Goodness, we must have lost track of time exchanging stories if it was that late...
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Ja, we did get a little carried away!
[do NOT think too hard about it dorothy, please he's begging you—]
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Well I'm definitely expectin' another round of that when it's time fer all three of us ta get drinkin'.
[Oh, wait. He's supposed to be helping them out.
He clears his throat.]
I mean, I'll make sure it doesn't happen again. Totally responsible drinkin' will happen on Raven's watch.
[This is not convincing at all.]
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Well, we're going to be relying on you, so please do so. At least wait until I'm out of the room before getting completely inebriated...
But we would appreciate it if you could do this for us, I'm sure.
[But Dorothy's brows knit as she tries to put two and two together, because it's not adding up on her end either. It was clearly still before sunset when they actually got back, surely they couldn't have actually gone on that long without Vakama coming back in. And given what Vakama...told her...
...
Uhhhhhh--]
...But hold a moment. Did Vakama lie to me, then, about you and I being asleep together...?
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Oh.
Oh no.
He kind of can't help the expression of "REALLY, DOROTHY?? I THOUGHT WE WERE COOL???" that crosses his face, but like. Okay. This is happening.]
Well.
[Well...!]
...No, he didn't.
[Look at Vakama, is there any way he'd lie to Dorothy about that? Hell no, Yeager's the untrustworthy one between the two of them, so there's no point in lying. He is VERY POINTEDLY not looking at Raven.]
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It should be noted that I have written and deleted several ways for Raven to be completely stupefied by this bombshell. Both he and I are at a loss.]
I don't think there's an explanation fer that that doesn't involve you two bein' into one another.
Just sayin'.
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But uh, Dorothy looks to Yeager at that with confusion at first--mostly wondering how, before Raven speaks up and Dorothy's face goes a deep shade of red--]
We are absolutely not 'into' one another, you blithering oaf?!
[DOROTHY HATES THIS. DOROTHY HATES IT HERE, HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU TWO DO THIS TO HER???]
I--I don't know how this could have--?!
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Anyway, Yeager finally loses the battle and buries his face in a hand. He's not going to bring it up, but damn. Damn!!! There is exactly one woman he is into, you know!!!]
Rest assured you are completely mistaken, regardless of how misleading miss Dorothy's reaction is.
[sorry dorothy, but you are NOT helping,,,]
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Believe me, I'm just as surprised as you are. I didn't see this comin' fer miles but what else am I supposed ta take away from everything I've been seein' and hearin'?
I'm willin' ta listen, though. What's the full story then, Yeager? I'm guessin' you remember what happened.
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[FUCK YOU, YEAGER??? Honestly were it not for the laws of this land her hand would be wringing your neck again, sir--
Raven, you're absolutely getting a bit of a Look too, but god you're not helping--]
Whatever you're thinking, Sir Raven, I can humbly assure you that you are wrong.
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I do, ja. Miss Dorothy has been having some... difficulties, and I offered to listen. I'm sure neither of you want to hear the exact details from me, but the end result was that she preferred not to be left alone and asked me to stay. So that's what I did.
That really is all there is to it.
[Maybe he shouldn't bring it up, but this is better than dealing with Dorothy dying of embarrassment and Raven being a pain about it for the next... however long it'll amuse him. It's not the full story, but it's enough.]
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[Actually it's not important right now, what's important is that he listens to what the two have to say.
...And based on what he knows, he does believe what he's hearing. It makes him wince out of embarrassment because he feels like a jackass now.
He rubs the back of his neck.]
I think I get it now. I, uh... I sure owe you two an apology, huh?
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Oh, that's--Dorothy starts to laugh, and there's nothing behind it.]
Ah. So I got absolutely pathetic at you...I see. I can't say I'm surprised.
[Oh, Dorothy does not like that, but it seems more directed inward than anything. Dorothy hates weakness, she thought she killed that lonely girl that was inside her because she doesn't need anyone. She never has, she never would again. That's what she promised herself so long ago, when she pursued the path that she did.
This place has poisoned her stupid, useless brain enough. She should feel betrayed, and she does to an extent, but it's not in the way one would expect. No, the only thing she betrayed was herself, because she's--]
Well. Do allow me to apologize for that then, Yeager. I'll ensure it never happens again.
[Dorothy puts herself back into rigid enough order, looking at Raven.]
No need. I trust that you understand why we're asking this of you, then?
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Agreed, you don't need to apologize, Raven.
[...Maybe it was a mistake to say it. She isn't even angry at them anymore. He has a damn good idea of where she's directing that anger now, anyway.]
And you hardly need to apologize either, miss Dorothy. It was truly no trouble.
[His hand finds his cravat anyway, and it takes a considerable amount of effort to remove it; his gaze remains fixed on her, because he isn't going to acknowledge what that gesture means.]
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I know this ain't my place since I wasn't there, but... There isn't anything wrong with reachin' out fer help the way ya did, Dorothy.
[You're such a hypocrite. He internally mocks himself after he says it.]
I'll try ta make sure we don't go overboard when it's our turn, yeah. Let's make it a good time ta make up fer this.
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Dorothy looks between the both of them for a moment--in a look that's likely familiar to Yeager, but unfamiliar to Raven; that same caged look in her eyes that implies she feels trapped. Trapped by expectancies, uncertainty, a lack of any sort of trust that makes her feel like she's under a microscope. Why is she like this, why can't she just be fucking normal--]
...Neither of you have to do this. Why are you both suddenly being so...nice?
[She doesn't need anyone. She doesn't fucking need anyone. She needs to complete this stupid mission and make sure these stupid idiots make it out alive. But despite it all, the question comes out delicate and wary and--
Dorothy shakes her head vigorously. She's going to latch onto that second set of words like a lifeline, forcing herself to ease a touch.]
--Thank you, Raven. It will be appreciated, I assure you.
cw: suicidal ideation mention
It's better than it was. She's doing better than she was last week.
Maybe I just want you to kill me, like you almost let me do to you. So I don't have to consider anything anymore, so maybe I can stop having this stupid hope that things will get better.
He doesn't like the answer he comes to, but it's the only one he has.]
Because I'd rather not see you hurt yourself any more than you already have, miss Dorothy.
I was... in a particularly bad place and someone offered me something to hold on to, for just a little longer.
I want to pay that forward, I think.
[Again, he doesn't look at Raven. It's more than he wanted to admit and he can feel the urge to just leave rising, but she's trying. So he'll try too. Just this once.]
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...but another part of him is moved when Yeager says what he does. That actually meant something to him? Yeager might not look at him when he says it, but Raven smiles in his direction regardless.]
As fer me, Dorothy... [He shrugs at her.] I know we don't get along all the time, but that doesn't mean I wanna see ya beat yerself up like that. S'all there is to it.
[Sometimes, the jackasses are capable of not being jackasses. They've been through way more than they usually let people see. For Dorothy's sake, though...eh, she can have a peek on Raven's end.]
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