[And he's discussed it with Void Archives, which he does not realize he should maybe keep to himself but fortunately does not think to mention anyway!]
I hope that you know that I was...afraid, more than anything else. My reaction had very little to do with you, or my feelings towards you. I am not...well. I suppose you know what I am not.
[Anyway, More always protests when he becomes self-deprecating. Turo does not want to go down that road.]
We may die at the end of this week. I do not think that I have the time to make decisions based on fear. I cannot promise that I...know what I should do, or...how to be. [He turns his hands over in his lap, examining them. The Professor and Sada's relationship is not one he wishes to emulate. He sets his hand down next to More's - intending at first to take it, but not quite having the nerve.] But I do not wish to have regrets.
no subject
[And he's discussed it with Void Archives, which he does not realize he should maybe keep to himself but fortunately does not think to mention anyway!]
I hope that you know that I was...afraid, more than anything else. My reaction had very little to do with you, or my feelings towards you. I am not...well. I suppose you know what I am not.
[Anyway, More always protests when he becomes self-deprecating. Turo does not want to go down that road.]
We may die at the end of this week. I do not think that I have the time to make decisions based on fear. I cannot promise that I...know what I should do, or...how to be. [He turns his hands over in his lap, examining them. The Professor and Sada's relationship is not one he wishes to emulate. He sets his hand down next to More's - intending at first to take it, but not quite having the nerve.] But I do not wish to have regrets.