No, but that was pretty awful all on its own, too.

[He takes another drag of the cigarette, his other hand still holding the lighter clenching just a little tighter around its familiar shape.]

I mean what happened with More, an'... Bas jumpin' in to take that hit for me. I thought I was gonna have to watch 'em die right in front of me.

[He's already been through that once, and he came out the other side permanently scarred in more than just the physical sense. Another time would have been far too much for him to bear.]