[ More lets Void Archives speak, work through it on their own terms. Distraught like this, their self-image seems more unstable than usual, reminding More more of the mindscape than of the times spend together in Chicago. A sorry state unbefitting of someone so vibrant. ]

It was... It made me feel as though I were wholly the originator of my soul. Ridden by complete despair, incapable of believing in anything or anyone. When that spell was cast on me, all I wanted was for everything to end.

I know that I once felt this way, when I was still an ordinary living man. It is the state I most fear returning to.

[ So, yeah. It sucked really really badly. ]