[He wasn't able to meet Vakama's eyes for long, ducking his head slightly in a mixture of shame and exhaustion. His wn arms dropped, back of his hand swiping quckly across his eyes. Still too weak, even now--too weak to do anything but shatter like a defective machine.]
I-I've truly enjoyed the time all of us have spent together. And that frightens me; it feels undeserved, unfamiliar, and painfully selfish. I want to feel as though it is deserved--to understand whatever it is the rest of you seem to that makes you care about me this way. It is...a struggle, one I have to contend with.
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[He wasn't able to meet Vakama's eyes for long, ducking his head slightly in a mixture of shame and exhaustion. His wn arms dropped, back of his hand swiping quckly across his eyes. Still too weak, even now--too weak to do anything but shatter like a defective machine.]
I-I've truly enjoyed the time all of us have spent together. And that frightens me; it feels undeserved, unfamiliar, and painfully selfish. I want to feel as though it is deserved--to understand whatever it is the rest of you seem to that makes you care about me this way. It is...a struggle, one I have to contend with.