I...am trying. Janna's mercy, I am trying. I want to live, and in that body I actually can. No pain, no illness, just...whatever I have turned into nd the growing realization that I am fine with that.

[Machine or not, what did it matter? This outcome was everything he had wanted when he started experimenting with augmentation, but-]

But I killed Sky. I hurt Jayce over and over, and I've killed so many people. Even if I must live to atone for all of it, why does it have to be like this--with people that are so much kinder to me than I deserve?